Verse of the day...

~ “So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” ~ Isaiah 41:10

Friday, May 13, 2022

.:: HaPpY bItHdAy KEN::.


💔 5th birthday goes by without you  ðŸ’”

I can’t believe how the years went by!  

All the things I still miss doing with you… especially on your birthday!  Making this German Chocolate Cake…which is your favorite!   Having all the kids meet us for dinner somewhere!  Having the restaurant staff sing to you!  Head out to a new movie that would have come out this month!  Eat the most buttery popcorn ever…washing that down with a slushy!  If it’s still early… we’d go for a walk somewhere… holing hands…in that special way we’d do…that we wouldn’t hold anyone else’s hand that way!  Time to go home… to watch one of our favorite crime shows… while enjoying a slice of your birthday cake!    You’d fall asleep after eating your cake while watching tv.  I’d keep watching while crocheting until I got tired and we’d eventually go to bed.

I can see all this as if its today!  How I wish that was how we we’re spending our day today!!  I miss you so much babe!  

Have a great birthday in heaven!!🎈

*ich liebe dich*   -  T

Tuesday, January 11, 2022

Happy Happy Birthday…..

 To my sweet Michael!  ðŸŽˆI can’t believe how time has flown by so fast! You’ve grown into such an amazing young man!  I’m so proud of you! 

I hope you have an awesome day!

Love you more!


Monday, January 3, 2022

Starting off the New Year....

....... With a wonderful meal!!!

I hope all is well with everyone!  

Mom and I stuffed our faces with steak…mashed potatoes… and salad!

Omgosh….. so delish.

I sure hope everyone else’s year started out this good!!

God bless you all 💕

.:: tam ::.

Tuesday, June 1, 2021

Hanging out……..

………..with Ken / Dad / Grandpa 

We miss you!!!


5 years ... seems like yesterday....


💔 5 years 💔
You’ve missed so much here physically on earth in five years! Our children and all their accomplishments!! Grandbabies that have grown up turning into young adults and the new ones being born!! I’ve missed sharing all that and so much more with you over these last 5 years!
I miss your hand in mine as we would walk the gravel road and talk about our kids and/or the plans for our future!
I miss your smile as I would look up from writing out the grocery list... and you would say how serious I looked planning out the family meals! You know how much I love to feed our kids!!
I miss how you would mispronounce words... and although I would laugh and correct you... you still mispronounced them. After a while it just became the new new way to say it! To this day Babybel cheese will never be pronounced properly by anyone in the family! 😉.
I miss how you would hold me close during a storm in the middle of the night!
I miss our pot of coffee in the morning as we planned our day... and our glass of wine at night as we planned our future!
No matter which one of our kids I look at... I see you! There is a memory there!! A memory in their eyes... their smile... their laugh or their tears!
You gave everything to our family!! You loved our children so so much!! You loved me so deeply!! Your love for us was that unconditional Godly love!
5 years.... and I still don’t know how to do this “living without you” thing!!! I don’t like it ... and I don’t want to!!!

Sunday, May 30, 2021



☕Thankful for ...
*GOD! For without him... I wouldnt be here!
*COFFEE... need to say no more!
*my children!! Melvin - Christopher - Jamie - Patrick - Michael - Darielle ... I hope you all truly know how much I love you and cherish the fact that God Blessed me with you all in my life! I'm so proud of who you've become... with or without my parenting.
*my Grandbabies!! My world got so much more blessed with grandbabies!
*my mom!! My mom is everything to me!!!
memories!!! My memories are what I have left of my sweet man and my daddy!
*my Flower seed business. Keeps me busy and the extra money is nice!
*for Zach coming into our lives! I couldnt be more proud you!! Look at all you are doing!
*friends and family! So many of you that are so loving and supportive! Thank you!!
God Bless you ALL!!! 💕
Darielle Rose, Jamie Christine Weyers and 5 others

Tuesday, May 18, 2021

Surprises in the search..............

 Was out looking up the Baseball schedule for the home games at Werner Park for the Omaha Storm-Chasers .....

And seriously.... this was out in the searches.
Patrick - your famous! ❤ - Your dad would flip out to see this 🙂

God Bless you all
Tammy 💕