Friday, May 4, 2012

Got the word..................

Transplant for Ken is a GO!!!!!  
The donor picked the date! 
Here we go family and friends!!!!!

God is Amazing!

Thank you Dear Donor.... for saving my husbands life!


God Bless you all my friends...
 have a fabulous Friday and wonderful weekend!
.::Tam::.


Wednesday, May 2, 2012

16 years ago today................

at 4:50am a sweet bundle of joy entered our lives! Patrick Kenneth I love you! I am so proud of you! You're a good boy growing into a great man! Have the best 16th birthday ever!

By the way... You'll always be my baby!

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The traditional 16th Birthday gift.
 
And here it was.
A Pizza Party in a Limo!
This Limo filled with pizza .... soda and a cake was waiting for Patrick in parking lot at school when he came out.  
Patrick picked a few of his close buddies to join him in some birthday fun!
 
 




Happy Birthday baby!   I love you!!!
Love ..... mommy

Monday, April 30, 2012

I Wonder........................

Wonderful Service yesterday at church!!!


 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
I Wonder. Why Do I Exist?
by Jeff Matteson ......Listen on Posterous
calvarysermons.posterous.com


God Bless you all!
.::Tam::.





Sunday, April 29, 2012

Satan's lies..................

Oh my............ Satan is good at what he does!
Just when you think you are strong.. and know the truth and believe God and your loved ones .... here comes Satan to just smash all of that!
You come to a point that you are so physically and emotionally exhausted that you believe the lies!
Oh and it hurts!   You're frustrated.... you cant fight him off.. you cant find the truth.... so now you fall deeper into the lies believing you're weak and worthless!  

Women today are bombarded with more and more lies from Satan. There is almost an epidemic of "soul-sickness" and it is not just among women in the world but also among those of us in church. Why? Because Satan wants us in bondage. He wants both you and me not to live freely but rather to live under a cloud of personal guilt and condemnation. He doesn't want us to enjoy the grace and love of God so he whispers lies to us.

One lie that Satan whispers to women is "If you take that mask off, people will not like you." He leads us to believe that if others see our uglies then they won't like us. I have noticed more and more that women want to see who other women really are. In other words, don't play like you have it all together when I am floundering around like a fish out of water.   I have put on a mask of happiness, when really I struggle with depression at times. I have put on a mask of being outgoing when really I struggle with the fear of rejection and loneliness...even in a crowd. I know that these mask are doing nothing for me except keeping me in the crippling bondage that Satan desires for me.... but like I said... he is good at what he does... and know when the best time is to strike.
Not only is the mask hindering me but it is very possibly hindering another lady from experience the grace and mercy of God.
Another lie Satan tells women is "you are not worth anything." Have you heard it? I sure have, especially when I am seeking to do that which God has called me.
Personally, Satan knows when to play "You are not worth anything" card on me. When I am trying to tend to my family...(you're not a good mom or wife)....getting things done for school event (noone is going to notice that) ... when I think I'm doing something good ..(thats dumb)... he whispers it in my ear. When I am seeking God's direction for myself or family...(God doesnt have time for that)....he is there whispering it in my ear. Even when I sit down to write a blog post..(noone reads this and you're not doing anyone any good)... he's whispering it in my ear. Whether through his own whispers or the use of others, Satan tries to make us feel less worthy. As we listen to Satan's lies we grant others the opportunity to determine our worth. He knows that many times our worth is in direct relation with what others have said about us. Instead of letting others define us we need to reflect on what is true. I am a child of God's and a treasured possession.
You see.... we may all know in our hearts that we are the most precious wonderful thing to God and a blessing to our loved ones and friends.............. but Satan messes with our heads!  Thats a place where the lies easy to get to us!

Put on the whole armor of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.  Ephesians 6:11

God Bless you my dear  friends!
Stand tall and stand strong! 
God loves you and so do I!!!

♥.::Tam::.

Friday, April 27, 2012

Prayers Please..................

Today was biopsy #2 for this round of chemo for Ken.
Please keep him in your prayers that the results come back clean and he is indeed still in remission so that he can move forward on to transplant!

Thank you everyone!
God Bless you all
♥.::Tam::.

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Is it wrong for me to pray for myself?

  Should I only petition God for the needs of others?
The answer, of course, is “Absolutely not!”  God wants you to bring your own hurts, sorrows, needs and joys to Him.  Even though He knows all that is going on in your life, and He can predict all that you will say even before you come to Him.  He longs for you to come into His presence.  He waits for you to acknowledge your dependence on Him so that He can have the joy of answering your prayer and showing Himself strong.  Psalm 50:15 says, Call upon Me in the day of trouble; I will deliver you, and you shall glorify Me.

The Lord’s Prayer is the model Christ gave us for praying (Matthew 6:9-13).  Here He tells us to pray for our needs: Give us this day our daily bread.  He directs us to seek God’s forgiveness for our own wrong doings: Forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.  He instructs us to seek His direction and protection for our lives: And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.  And He tells us to ask it all for the good of His kingdom and the greatness of His glory: For Thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory forever.

Heavenly Father, how sweet to know that I can enter into Your holy presence not only to pray for others, but I can come with my own bundle of concerns and cares.  Thank You for the assurance that You are always there for me, too.  How I praise You! - Amen



Love you all
God Bless
.::Tam::.

Monday, April 23, 2012

My husband loves me!

A day of chores and laundry all came to a stop when these beautiful flowers arrived!
A man that can sweep you away with such a show of love from a hospital room is definitely a keeper!
I love you Ken!
Thank you for my flowers!



hugs...love & blessings
.::Tam::.
*** one spoiled wife ***

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Great Score at District....

Congratulations!!! You kids did GREAT!
On a scale of 1-5 .... 1 being best and 5 ....not so good.... Our awesome choir...(which my son is in) scored a 2!  How cool is that!   
I'm really proud of you all!



God Bless
.::Tam::.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Thank God for good friends.............

So our riding mower is acting up.... and although we have a push mower... 4 acres is alot to push mow!
I mention to a friend that I need to get my yard mowed and that evening after dinner... her husband shows up with his riding mower in the back of his truck and mowed my whole yard.   It was 10pm before he left... he turned on his head light to his mower and just kept going.

This is the lovely yard the boys and I found this morning!
THANK YOU PHIL!     This makes Ken happy!  :)

hug... love & blessings to you all
.::Tam::.

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Praise God..............

Ken's biopsy came back clean!  
He is in Remission!
Now we wait for his immune system to come back..... have another clean biopsy and he's on to transplant!

Thank you God!
Thank you all for your love and prayers!
hugs to all
.::Tam::.